I have so many ideas in my head that I want to draw but I don't for 2 reasons. First it hurts. My hands hurt enough that holding a pencil for any length of time is very painful. Also I had an injury to my wrist which still bothers me. The second is fear. I never feel like I do a good enough job on anything I create. It doesn't fit that picture in my head and I so need it to. So the fear to fail even though it is to my own ideas stops me from trying. Or I try get angry and throw it. So somehow I need to get over that and just do it even if it no good to me.